sweet nothings.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007, Wednesday, October 24, 2007

i'vee cooled down now..
and don worry bout me liao...
today was simply MATH all day...
had Combined Humanities today..
and went for math all the way...
and i really found out that im not really very good in my math..
and im thinkin bout it for quite some time..
got 39/80 for mock paper 1...
and im not happy with this result...
and im thinkin am i puttin enough effort on this??
or i just wan to waste my time this year takin that exam...
and now...
is work or study important to me??
im not really puttin enough effort on my math...
and im not pround of this..
so wad if i have money...
i cant do well for my math...
i wan score As...
not just Bs or even a C...
im not goin to waste my parents money to retake it again...
i wan to concetrate...
and im goin to do it...
no matter wad...
i wan to score As...
hahaha...
so...from today on im goin to study and study...
and do lots of TYS...
and after sometime i've reflected...
im goin to change..
and change well...
got to be mature now...
hahahaa...
so i'v decided that im goin to endure a few days more...
im goin to continue the race...
not goin to give up...
like wad others say "endure a few more days and it will be over and u will be "FREE" "
so im goin to work hard...
and today did paper two mock...
was so hard...
really have to study and not slack and take God's grace for granted...
after school..
went to SEAB...
work and work...
and went home after that...
i've to force myself to study...
tml will have no lesson...
so will be havin a concert in the mornin and after reccess goin to have a surprise for our principal..
cos he's goin to leave our school liao...
hahaha...
and tml im goin to get my report book...
now...
nothing is important except STUDY...
have to endure till tuesday 10.30am and i cann do wadever thing i wan...
so i'll continue to ran the race...
never goin to give up...
and something seems to bother me...
that is revival...
whenever i see other schools havin revivial and im thinkin...
wad am i doin here??look ppl are havin revivial...
so im goin to reach out and reach out...
and i've wake up from my dreams and come to my sense...
now i've to balance studies between cg..cca....work and stress...
all this are drivinin me crazy...
got to commit myself in cca cg and studies...
how am i goin to do so many things at one time...
so ive to plan my time well...
and im considerin to join the campcraft com.
cos if im goin to join...
ive to commit 100% of my time into it..
and i've to give up somethings...
so considerin and thinkin bout it...
and i MUST fulfill my buildin fund for this year..
not matter wad...
if it takes me not to eat i will try hard to fulfill it...
and i will continue to strive for the best...
hahaha...
looks like im serious bout it liao..
hahahaa..
so got to really commit myself for this few days to go school and study MATH...
its just one subject..
and if i got a A..
i got one subject less to worry next year...
hahahaa...
so im goin to do REDSPOT TYS...
ahahaha...
mayb do abit abit...
so EVERYONE WORK HARD!!
hahaha...